Yep, you guessed it; had a get together with the former in laws. I can not believe how bad their family is falling apart. It is insane. I won't go into the juicy details. It would take too long. I'll just say that I am so extremely grateful for my family. My children are the best, the absolute best. My parents. siblings and their spouses are such a good influence for me and my kids. They are always there to lend a hand and to help me with any little thing I might need.
Annee and I were talking on the way home. Well, she was crying and I was trying to calm her. I decided that I won't do this again. Every time we talk to or meet with the Smith's, Annee ends up completely upset, Dessa is badly influenced by her wayward cousin, and Ty, well, he is mostly ok, but really quiet. I can not subject my kids to this horrendous atmosphere any more. It is going to be very hard. No matter how upset they get, I know they love their family. And I do too. It is just too detrimental to our little family's health and well being to by influenced by all the drama and bad choices going on.
On a lighter note, I am so excited for Christmas! It is going to be smaller than usual, but I think it will be great. I have my beautiful children, my supportive family, my great job, and the peace of mind that I know we are good. I can honestly say I am happy right now. Of course there are things that could be better. But I am so grateful for what I have that I can't even dwell on it right now. I know who I am, where I am going, and where I am leading my children. That is all that matters.
Good night to all on this beautiful snowy night.
